today i only had one hour of chemistry lecture.. shiokness. so then lunch and all that usual stuff. complains, retarded singing and laughing. today was almost perfect right down to after mos burger with mao and tiff after TAKE THE LEAD. that show ust made tiff and i wanna take up ballroom dancing more. tiff.. remember our deal ah! well.. then i went home and er.. got daoed completely by my dad. i hope my mom didnt tell him everything i said to her abt him. wadever. argh. theres a feeling of stress but yet theres a tinge of happiness amongst all these shit.


This is for the ones who believe their lives won't change
Hoping then someday things will mend and be the same
And this is for the ones who have lost it all and all that's left to gain
Is a simple reminder that the things that were blind to slip away.

These things they'll never change
Still I'm left with knowing, content and happy, this is all I need.
-Amber Pacific

so today wasnt a really bad day. except for the fact that i got my period but then again, i was expecting it since it was NEVER late =) hee.. its hilarious how melvin got taupok-ed to the extent that they came up with a new move.. THE CRUCIFIX ... dun get me wrong. its not with intentions of blasphemism (however u spell tt and im even sure if theres such a word) but wadever it is.. it was funny. u should have seen the number of people who appeared at our class after school just to torture him. i guess its for all those nipples he pinched and twitched haha. saw went berserk and headed mel's balls. OW and he had such a bad wedgie and we really hope he gets anal fissure.. yeah u read tt right... we HOPE he GETS it. =) yea so today during pe, we played soccer and i fell when i stepped on kay kiat's shoe trying to tackle him n landed on my butt followed by rolling all over floor on my back cos of MOMENTUM wtf man. and tt was kinda er...... stupid cos i went WEEEEEEEEEE~ and when i blocked saw's ball once with my butt ( so happens...), the sound was like PIAK and everyone tot i was gonna die but my fats protected me =)so.. no pain =) after pe, tiff and i went to the canteen where i drank three drinks =), looked like an idiot and ate 1/10 of mao's chicken burger.
alright so after school, tiff ketsu and i headed off to town and when we alighted at far east, the file thing happened and so we took a cab to try and chase after the bus but oh well... we managed to find it but no file =( so we went back to town and tiff and ketsu so nice walk me to the bus stop to take bus to meet grace and the restbefore heading back to school for cca.. YAY! tomorrow's cjc's confuoco concert.. dunno how to spell la.. oh i bought a new shirt! and hahah im thinking about wadever i told tiff just now heeeeeee! about jiggling fats while dancing =) pleagh. man so much complaints and stress.. dunno how i actually coped with em.. i guess if its not for toking to tiff and mo over the fone. i guess i would haf exploded =(

and i still wan my shorts...dang

today was alright. im so lazy to type about my whole day but oh well.. just some snippets alright? so mao came late today and only had physics lecture and chem make up lesson with us. then after school, everyone was so fascinated by this two person trying to get rid of some bees outside my classroom.. ok maybe not some.. its MANY MANY bees.. iuts madness man the amount can really kill u la if each of em stings u once. apparently they weren't successful after wasting like three bottles even though some bees died and kay kiat was trying to take a picture of em. i wonder if the're still at it now =p well ten tiff, me. mao, beng and boon heng went to donor and went down to taka thinking of checking out the 70% sales at levis but in the end, the queue was gay and it was all the old stocks so we left in search of shorts and underwear..WH ARE SHORTS SO EXPENSIVE?! oh man.. then tiff n i decided to drag the guys to take neoprints. there we got hysterical and started luffing our heads off >,< but it was fun... and then it was home =)

train hard mo!I miss u =)

alright now time for happy posts =) . today i rushed off from school to meet mo. man today's my last day with him before he goes off to army. NOOOOOOOOOOOOOO. mo =( aiya.. nvm i'll see you in a week's time =) yea.. it'll be real quick..real quick.. i hope.. i met mo and we went down to holland v where we had nydc =) it was really nice talking to him about school and friends. about how faggoty leslie lung was and how retarded melvin mao tiff saw and i was. and thanks mo, for being such a listener. u're the best. =) oh yea.. i was freezing in nydc because we ran through the rain after being tired of standing at the bus stop for like god knows how long hoping that the rain would decide to stop soon (with tots of whacking random girls and snatch their umbrellas and whacking up monks) o,o but thankg god for kind souls like the waitress girl in nydc who served us warm water and gave us extra serviettes to dry ourselves off ..ok.. im trying to spell serviettes.. is it spelt like tt? oh well o,o nvm. so after having such a good meal at nydc, we went over to watsons in attempt of finding mo his soap containers which then we came to a conclusion that the sales assistant never really help you in finding what you want because when mo asked if they have, all she said was "nope" when actually they were all at the back shelf.. stupid assistant. well then we went over to POSB where mo was supposed to make his atm card but too bad! We came to late so it was closed.. DANG!
i dragged mo into F.O.S where i almost bought a shirt tt says "somehow along the way we lost our heads". cute huh,, and a pair of shorts. but oh well the shirt didnt really look nice on me,, must be cos im fat.. and the shorts were too short in my context >,< so we ended up hailing a cab back to his place empty handed but stomach filled =)at his house, i drank the tonic soup which his mom kindly offered me.. black chicken and some other herbs and i ate a teochew dessert. YUM! but i didnt eat the sashimi and oo! i tried this huge ass fish egg and it was disgusting ! so fishy >,< aiya.. to each his/her own likings la.. =) so then his family n i went to the music room where we all prayed for mo's safety in army.. well im not a christian nor a catholic but i sure want mo to be safe in there >,< so i joined them.. Then his parents left together with his second bro.. the genius one.. while he sent me home and we took some photos with my phone in case one pic of him is not enough for me o,o . at around 9, i walked him out to get a cab. man i felt horrible. somehow one week seems very long when it comes to me not getting to talk to him online or anything. it'll be weird when i don't get any messages from him in the morn or any random messages half way through lessons or lectures asking about how im doing. but oh well at least i would get the good night messages =) tts something to look forward to.thank god i got friends.. people like tiff mel saw grace ally wenseng amie and my class.. U GUYS OWN

mo, if ur reading this, i just wanna tell u that i'll be missing u when ur training in the fields and playing with mud =p (ur lucky its not mawaii mud)and take care of urself ok? =) if anyone tries to gay with u, punch him in the balls so that he'll realise finally that he has balls and that hes a man. and dun worry, i'll study hard =)take care, eat well, sleep well, miss me, and i love u =)BIG BEAR HUG

Use harsh words on me, tell me that i am lacking in discipline, criticise me about my attitude towards your opinions and reduce my ego till its like "if X denotes my ego", then X=0.. sheesh.. gibberish..
The thing is, okay..... i know i did badly for my CTs. But at least now i know that i'm making an effort to buck up since i'm starting to do my tutorials and read and try to memorise my notes already. SO BEAT IT. I know i only studied two days befroe my chemistry paper, one day before my maths paper and didnt even bother to read up for physics. I know why i had such bad results and i know that somehow i should have started earlier. But hey, you didnt have to make it look as if i REALLY REALLY as in SERIOUSLY don't give a damn about my studies because if i really don't give a damn, i'd probably just chuck my notes into the bin once i get it from the reps, or maybe just bring an empty bag and go to school for the sake of making you guys happy. well.. yeah. im writing a very angsty post about my parents. The main reason this post comes out is because of my dad's one sentence "i think you should stop your drum lessons" like what the FUCK man. i aint fucking stopping what provides me with the moment of bliss. Its the only thing that allows me to completely stop thinking about my studies for a very short while and i really mean a short while because before and after i step in and out of the studio, all those stupid thoughts of work and exams comes flooding back into my punny brain. poor brain of mine.. yea so then i tried to explain to him why i don't want to stop my lessons but all i got was "i think you should sacrifice something that you really like like your drums so that you will work hard to prove that you can cope and then i'll let you continue learning, instead of just wasting your time travelling to yamaha and back again ad learning useless stuff." ey pa.. FUCK YOU understand?! i don't need someone to tell me what i should give up and what i should not. oh.. and i don't give a damn about how many distinctions your students can get because of god knows what fucking teacher of yours and don't come reccommending all your fucked up teachers whose story about "learning the concept" you bought. They've never even taught me before, how the hell would they know about my standards and learning style. Fuck your teachers alright? If you take advice so easily, why not hear mine out and give it a go? Let me settle this myself. If i need tuition for anything, i'll tell you. Don't fucking mess up my plans and ruin my mood. Not that i'm not appreciative but you are going overboard. Im already feeling down because of my own personal reasons. don't come along and make me feel more crushed. And PLEASE PLEASE stop jacking me indirectly by pretending to be concerned about other people's studies. I can tell when your actually trying to make me feel horrible about myself. AHHH... fucking retards