TARGET:ACHIEVE DYNAMIC EQUILIBRIUM

AHHH STRESS STRESS STRESS AND MORE STRESSSSSSS EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEK! haha todae's school was a big mess man.. imagine studying chem during physics and haf a whole noisy class and one gay guy making a hell of a racket... uber disturbing??!! but i cant like ask them to shutup oso.. sheesh.. and i went mad todae.. like as in MAD. imagine walking pass a class and then when u jus happen to look in, u see this person with a big paper box on her head and whacking the paper box and screaming n oscillating about her seat.. hahaha tts ME! me gone mad due to stress tt chem is squishing my poor little pathetic brains with.
well.. todae's highlight of the dae.. I WENT SHOPPING WIF GRACE FOR MY DAD'S BIRTHDAE PRESENT!! mo dun kill me for not asking u.. it was a last min decision >.< =) well, i bought my dad a eletric shaver! haha u know the one tts advertised by david beckham? haha ring any bells? bleagh. took neos wif grace =) bumped into eugene on the way out from the toilet!! hahaha. n finally got my TAKO PACHI!!! and i saw my ex pri school classmate.. BOXIAN!! WA in rj now o.o learning drums at yamaha too >.< jus tt shes counted as my junior! hahaha kok wai's my junior too >.< i feel old =p oh well... conclusion for the dae..:
1. get promoted
2. catch up wif grace n mo still haha
WISH ME LUCK >.<

reminiscing

ok.. a few things..
1)get myself promoted
2)catch up wif mo n grace o.o
3)play

okay.. im DYING i tell u.. from stress n more stress... i cant seem to get infos into my head.. n even if i do, i dunno for how long can i remember them man... i cant do my chem equil n stuff.. n i haven even touched physics.. relax? how to relax?! my promos are on the line here >.< i cant take it.. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH i jus hope everything goes fine for me...i hate chemical equil!! n i think im gonna start hating physics once i lay my hands on it..
haiz..
tuition tomorrow..
HAIZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ... ciao man~

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please to meet you, hope you'd guess my name. wad's puzzling you is the nature of my game

well. todae was pretty slack.. i didnt really do any work.. sighs. im so so dead.. o.o well todae i accompanied my mom to tan tock seng hospital for her physiotheraphy. theres something wrong with her shoulder muscles.. oh well.. the therapist gave her some weird exercise to do so tt her joint would be a tad looser so that she wun feel as much pain as now. hm... i dunno man.. all i know is tt i wasted an hr and a half jus staring at posters showing the anamtomy of humans instead of at my reaction kinetic notes even thou i planned to when i decided to bring them along so tt i could study them while waiting.. but oh well =) ok.. when i was at the counter, this lady looked at me from head to toe n asked my mom "tell me frankly, is she a secondary 3 student from some neighbourhood school?" my mom n i were so so so taken back man.. who in the right state of mind would actually say that considering that it was the first time we met o.o well. my mom didnt say anything and some nurse came and brought her away for her heat theraphy thingy i dunno wad they called it. so,while staring at the human body, i was also thinking about how to retaliate to wadever that retarded nurse just said.. talk abt imbecile. well before we leave, i shot tt nurse a dirty look and she just gave me this huge smile. and in the car, my mom was telling me how happy she was abt me not screaming in tt nurse's face. haha. i guess my patience has risen to a higher level after i entered jc. think about being put into a class with a form tutor tt has zero patience and always starts screaming at us without getting her facts right. yea i guess tts how i trained my patience.. alright.. anyway. blah blah blah.. my mom said a huge load of stuff tt i didnt pay attention to n when we reached home, i had to face my GRAMMA. sheesh.. wad a old bitch.. i hope she'd jus drop dead or smth. heres someone who pretends to be all frail n weak n pitiful infront of my dad ( which my dad actually knows shes acting) when actually in fact shes so full of energy she can actually stand up n open the heavy carpark door by herself n scream at the maid for hours without stopping ( her record is 8 hrs of screaming.. from morning to night. wow? ). todae she was pretending to be all frail again cos my bro joined us for dinner n trying to gif a false impression tt shes magnanimous n generous wif her cash such tt she wanted to pay for our dinner n everything tt we bought.. magnanimous huh. why not try giving the maid a break n stop scolding her for jus one dae. hah.. my bitter dislike for my own granmother. heartless and unfilial.wadever..i just hate her even thou i would be associated wif "detachment". HAH.=)and when she actually dies, it would be such a blessing. A BEAUTIFUL TRAGEDY.

oo i was reading this magazine tt was kinda old .. well its erm.. last year's copy i think..well anyway, i found this really interesting article abt this serial killer who's really gruelsome n cruel in his methods of killing.. and at first i tot he was just a psycho.. until i saw a poem tt he wrote n left behind for the police to read.. u guys should read it man.. here goes...

what is this that i can see
cold icy hands taking hold of me
for death has come you all can see
hell halth opened its gate to trick me
oh! death oh! death
cant you spare me over for another year
i'll stuff your jaws till you cant talk
i'll bind your legs till you cant walk
i'll tie your hands till you cant make a stand
and finally i'll close your eyes so you cant see
i'll bring sexual death unto your for me
-BTK
well, BTK is the nikname for tt serial killer >.< .. see not all murderers are total psychopaths, they can write poems man! haha but see how it reflects his sadistic personality. hehe.. becareful ppl..every normal person walking around you has the potential to become a killer, and theres no way u can tell them apart from the rest.. hehe..talk about a little prestidigitation or disguise or wadever u call it huh? ;)

well.. i decided to write smth here since im waiting for my song to complete its downloading process o.O n i jus haf nothing better to do either... just finished watching interview wif a vampire.. and man was it gooooo-ood or wad man =) i know.. its a very old show.. but heck.. its one hell of a show man.. i lovethe vampires in it =) no they're not those stupid blood-thirsty monsters wif ugly faces running around town grabbing anyone off the streets n starts gashing at their throats for their main artery.. neither are they the retarded vampires who jus simply turn into a vampire miraculaously n immediately as soon as they're bitten. and NO they dun just start turning ppl into one of their kind.Unlike other exorcism shows or horror films which depicts vampires as emotionless pruds, these vampires in this particular show haf emotions.. as in they feel and they haf feelings of attachment AND detachment to certain things or certain ppl. They THINK and haf their own set of ideas n morals.. not jus running around killing.. o.o well the show starrs brad pitt, tom cruise n kirsten dunst when she was a child.. or probably a pre-teen. okay.. the show actually has some porn parts? but they're really short parts n there is absolutely NO sexual scene involved =) and when i was looking thru the credits, i actually found out tt guns n roses played their theme song for their soundtrack! wow.. guns n roses man.. no wonder i found tt voice somewhat familiar =) similar to the vocals of sweet child of mine =D ITS GUNS N ROSES >.< haha., well... back to how good the show is,, the most interesting part is tt unlike other vampire shows, these vampires arent afraid of crucifixes, and wun jus reduce to smitherins when u stake their hearts wif a silver nail or smth.but the coffin thingy, the sunlight thingy, and the garlic thingy still applies =) AND when u watch the show, u dun go EWWWW.. WAD DISGUSTING FILTHY CREATURES OF THE DAMNED..(which os what u usually get when u watch those lousy crapped vampire shows) .instead, u go WOW... THEY'RE COOL MAN.. THEY'RE *UNDESCRIBABLE* tts how good it is =) maybe u guys should go get ur hands on a copy of the dvd or smth n start watching it todae cos its good =)

alright.. this is official.. i love my skin =) haha... >.< lazy to blog la.. rather spend my time muggin.. alright.. peace out