hey hey!!!!!! todae was a very stupified n dumb day....first thing in e mornin, me n gracie was walking up e stairs after assembly back to our class.. on e way back, i was telling her bout sum soccer shit thingy... n we were reachin e first storey n was chatting happily when suddenly this white haired, skinny,lousy englished teacher.. i think shes called ms.soh or smth liddat...she saw me toking to grace n so, she said "u, cum here n stand there wif e rest.." so i was like.." huh? stand there for wat?" n guess wad she said?... she said " becoz u tok while walking at e corridor....." wadehell man.......... caught for toking at e corridor........k,nvm.. gracie tried to sneak away...n tt ms soh went." u oso, dun try to run away." haha... so it ends up tt me gracie n sum other ppl were caught.. bout 7 i think including sec1s n sum sec3s...... 5 mins past n we were laughing at how siao ms soh is......" man... she siao man.. liddat oso can catch ppl....."....n even b4 she left, she ask one preect to stand there to look at us while e other go n get e books to book us.. n she said this " prefect, stand here n look at them so tt they wun run away...." lame rite? i almost died larfin.... but well, e prefects soon came wif e books.. n one gal was like.. "prefect, i gotta go, i got a major test..." prefect:"wat test?" gal:" GCE Olevels" oh man.. tt was e most crappiest thing i haf eva heard..... but v.funny.. n e other gal(indian) was like"prefect, i gotta go for mother tongue readin.." oh my my.......... i was larfing like no one's business... n they were discussing smth bout gifing fake particulars... well, it was funny all mornin.. n after school, gracie n i was walking round thomson then i saw this pendant which i tot was kinda cute n grace was like... "ooooooooooooooo, is it a locket? oooooo" then she tried to open it.. n when she stuck her fingernail into e pendant, it broke into two halves...e front half n e back half....... so dunmb...... so we had to pay for e pendant.. which dun really look very nice but well........ we went home steamin our butt on e bus for 1/2 an hr..but well,,, we had fun playing ball n kai was being an ASSHOLE by using gracie's fone to take pics of me wheneva im not lookin.. AHHHH SO PISSED AT HIM...... SORRY LORZ.. I NOT FOR HIM TO TAKE PICS WAN LOR...?! -_-...

hey ppl~~~~~~~~~~~ dunno who e ppl is referin to...but anyway, todae was kinda boring la... but yesterdae was a disaster......i juz bathed lor.... n jason had to let tidus(celine's new doggie) on licking me.... n i was sitting down on e floor?! n he almost licked my face... luckily i pushed it away n chao first...... or else i would haf to bathe again....n he did tt to me TWICE?!... oh n i was learning how to skateboard..... so fun... but i almost fell.................we(celine, me bro n kai) went swimmin todae..... so lame.. got SARS still go n swim.. but whu cares man.......die then die la... e most i've got 3 ppl to die wif me... when i was gonna change , i found out tt my swim suit was missing..... n i was like " wadehell?! how m i gonna swim without it?" n my dad said"swim in ur clothes"....... but anyway, in e end, i swam in a sports bra n my damn surf pants...........*how pracitcal.....* but well, nothing nice happened todae...... so..i guess tt's all..... -_- oh. n celine juz told me tt my hair sux..... how rewarding........-_-

yyyoooooozzzzzzzz~ so lame todae was........hakkai was being punished down at e stupid parade ground n her whole class was standing there in a straight line like sum tootsters....then natalia spotted them first n she spotted lill hakkai standin there like a lill moving statue.......... n she(hakkai) looked up n saw us... n she smiled.. so dumb........n natalia was being siao.. so we wrote the name jiji on a piece of damn foolscape paper n showed it to her.. well, she saw it... so did sum ppl in her class... then natalia wrote poor piggy wiggy on e paper again n showed it to her......well, she saw it too..... n so did sum ppl again......n then she took this lame hot pink L-shaped thingy n asked me to help her in sum drama shit play tt she came up wif to show hakkai.. so i played e part of sum murderer.. n i m suppose to axe her(natalia) which i did n she slowly squated down while wiggly her body from side to side n wif her hands up .. dumb isnt it? yup...... i agree its dumb but funny n it was entertainin at that time coz all e etachers went for a meeting n we were left there to rot... n then natalia ran back to her class after tt axing thingy n came back wif elisa n wif e word "haha" on pieces of paper n they hanged it out for hakkai to see while sqautting down to hide their faces... unfortunately, the whole class saw...n they tot tt MY CLASS-----3E4 IS MAKING FUN OF THEM........ n carina was damn kau peh todae.. she came up n suddenly shouted"MATALIA YEK!!! DO U THINK ITS FUNNY? DO U THINK TT WE R VERY LOSER TO STAND DOWN THERE?" then she turn to us n said"IF U WAN, UR WHOLE CLASS CAN GO DOWN TO STAND AS WELL" n natalia was like..."its not their fault carina(whu was almost in tears for no particular reason..)" n she went" i dun care whose fault it is......" OH MY... I COULD JUZ SLAP IN HER FACE MAN... NATALIA IS FROM 3E5.. NOT 3E4.... N SHE SCOLDED MY CLASS FOR NO BLOODY REASON..... but ill nv blame natalia.. it wasnt her fault at all.... the messages were meant for hakkai , n not them(hakkai's class---3e1)... its juz tt they interpreted it e wrong way... hm i guess things can really go seriously wrong sumtimes cant it?? =)anyway, i dunno if this thing works... so lets hope it works for me today.... -_-

hey hey~~~~~~~~~~juz came back from celines house which is juz upstairs!!!!! ^_^ the time now is 10.55pm.. dun believe tt stupid time tt they show at e end of each updates coz they're all wrong!!!... well, juz now kai n my bro was daoing me ..... they say they were supposed to dao me for 2 hrs..... but i dun care bout them...... coz i only care bout celine,gracie,allie, timo ,natalia,hakkai n so on n so forth.... n not forgetting weiyan mama too n all my kors n ches... m....... eating cup noodles now... so nice.... *yum* n toking to ppl online n listening to michelle branch..... life...... but still not a paradise yet.. coz still got school when the weekends n this good fridae ends... woooo sat. going out to buy presents for quite alot ppl... a skateboard for elisa, sumthing to do wif harry potter for hakkai,n ... cannot remember liao la... maybe only got these... n maybe sum easter dae's presents? haha ... weiyan mama gave each one of us in class an half boiled, half hard boiled egg...dun understand tt? let me explain... its suppose to be an hard boiled egg but when me, vanessa n serene cracked open our egg, it was hard boil @ e outside but half boiled @ e inside...... cool huh?? =L.A.M.E= but got *style* ah.......i dunno wat to say liao.......... gracie, when u see this, call me immediately ok?? arigatou gozaimasuta!!! -_-

yoz~............... ppl... hows ya n ya life gettin on? well, ive tried to write here alllooooottttt of times but my damn internet alwaes fails me....... wat an idiot...................yupz man... tomolo's good friday...... might be going out!!!!! yea!!!!! but i haven ask my mama yet... later she dun let me go out coz of sars....... NNNNOOOOO ill kill myself i swear
coz, simply, i haven gone out for like... more than 4 weeks??? ever since e starting of the stupid school... maybe got go out once or twice la....... then sars had to cum along...... n i wanna go watch johny english too.....watch wif gracie.... my bro, celine ..... most importantly, TIMO too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! realli looking forward to watch tt movie... even e trailer is sooo funny liao...... wat more e whole movie? ^_^..... oOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOoOo.....but i very scared later my mama dun let me go ........ she might say......"got sars flyin here n there ya noe...... esp. in cinemas.." *hai*...... then if im allowed to, shell say..." dun hold e railins... dun do this dun do tt...." sooooo naggy.............well, but i dun care how much nag as long as she let me go out... or ill be stuck in this house again.... n oo.. i think im gonna fail my e maths test..... during e test i was like...."i'd do anythinggggggggggg......... juz to hold u in my armss..." over n over in my head.. then when i fainally got it off my brain for like... 5 mins? then suddenly..."i'm juz a kid.... n life is a NIGHTMARE!!!" sure man .... it really is a night mare if u cant focus n cant do ur damn test!!!wad a nightmare?.=L.A.M.E=
lame but i dun care... im happy....... didnt haf to walk from e bus stop to home todae... coz my mama brought ze mua~ home......^_^ juz let me copy this n then publish.. y copy? coz later my internet fail me then at least i can juz cum here again n juz paste n publish again.......-_-

yooooooooooooozzzzzzzzzzzz~ hm..... wats there to say today?? not much? but it was damn fun in sch today!!!!! slack like no one's damn bloody business....... well, i think its better if all e entries in my bloggie are all crappy n not so siao like e previous one.... maybe i was juz too sad tt dae la..... *sorrie*..............hehe...... well, CCAs r suspended for a whole week!!!! n i dun haf to go for cca!!! damn happie!!!!!!! hm.... but SUM schs' CCA schedule is still on hor....? hehe...... for EXAMPLE.....sji......... *aaaawwwwww* well anyway,for e past few daes i haf been tryin to write in sum bloggies..... but my damn stupid comp wun do a shit n wun cooperate wif me....n i WAS HOPIN I COULD GO OUT THIS FRIDAE!!!!!!!!!! damn! bcoz celine cannot go... then my bro dun wan to go.... n if my bro n celine dun go.. ill be left wif kai n gracie... so i dun wan to go.. then gracie oso maybe dun wan to go... n in e end.. no ones goin out wif no one
wat a pity... but i wan to watch john english ley...... anyone goin to watch it ? muz remember to call me along hor..... *hai* still got sum test cuming up.... e maths n ss on thursday still got 2 art projects to rush....n im suppose to like... write on BIRDS? n todae i saw e other group's first project.... WOA LAU EH.... DAMN NICE LOR? I THINK IM GONNA FAIL......LIKE NO ONES BUSINESS SUMMORE...... *hai* worse cum to worse then juz drop tt damn subject lor.... hehe ....well, saving $$ now... planning to spend it on like... er......... GD 88? sounds great huh? its gracies damn jay chou fone.... damn nice.. or maybe.... e samsung camera fone?*cool*..... or maybe even juz spend a 100 bucks n juz buy an old model by panasonic.... accordin to gracie.. its er... GD 95? anyone heard of it? nah... whu cares man.......tt's all i can crap out todae... brain juices not worrking well.. tata~ -_-

*hai* so long nv write in this place liao..... *wooo*~ dunno wat happen to me todae... mayb too stressed liao la... e whole day oso feel very sad.. like as if e whole world juz made enemies wif me or smth..... e feelin was juz sooo horrible tt i cant stand it... so i complained to ppl tt 1 noe , tried to do sum work, listen to sum songs... nah.. they didnt work at all... juz made me feel worse..DIE LA.... im sufferin from jing1 shen2 fen1 lie4 zhen4....ppl, if 1 dae u dun hear frm me at all, tt means im dead already coz i cant take e damn stressful life of ur parents tokin bout how easy it was for them to get straight As when they were young n complainin n naggin at u for not gettin the results tt they desire... n (dun feel offenced =>celine) seeing ur best fren n ur bro so close is really kinda fustratin for me... i know how germaine feels now.... when ur very very gd fren goes steady wif ur own bro... n every nite ur bro goes" i wan to tell u(me) smth...i like celine" n has nothing better else to say other than how he enjoys being wif his galfren..n for e worse,u dun even noe wat ppl r thinkin bout u n whoeva u like...not noeing wat their sayin bout anymore.... n tt ur frens r not tellin u anything more but instead,juz keeps everything to themselves n when u ask them wat the hell they r tokin bout,they juz smile at u n say"its things tt u dun haf to noe"
well, isnt tt horrible enough? n WORSE, u've got a big mountain of homework stacked neatly n nicely infront of u cravin for u to grab a pen n start filling in e ans.... i used to ask y do ppl wan to cut themselves for... n if their ans is "due to stress" i would think tt they r siao... but i noe y they do all e horrible stuff to themselves now.. coz i feel like doin wateva they're doin which includes takin a knife n start cuttin urself out of stress coz u think tt no one cares anymore. i was thinkin last nite,wat if i juz die or disperse into thin air or juz vanish from e face of this earth.. does it make any diff? ** i really dun think there will b any diff ** maybe my parents will feel pissed n angry coz they haf wasted their efforts raising me .. mayb they will feel more relieved coz they dun haf to worry for my damn results anymore, or worry for wat i will becum next time... everydae, i juz wake up wonderin wat im supposed to do for e rest of e dae or juz wakin up n wonderin y i wun juz sleep n sleep n never wake up again (as in.. juz die) question is "** will any1 b sad? will any1 cry for me?**" i dun think so.....^AAHHH^ i juz wan to take a knife n slash my throat n release myself from all these shit.. ppl can think tt im siao or nuts.. but i dun care anymore... if things doesnt work out for me, then i shall juz block myself out from problems tt i have trouble solving. i dunnoe anything tt is taught in school anymore, i dunnoe wat ppl round me r toking bout anymore, dunnoe wat ppl r thinking anymore....but e least i can do is 2 let my frens noe tt if nothing turns out well for them , ill try 2 make things turn out rite 4 them, becoz i dun wan to see ppl tt i care for feeling sad -_- tts all..........